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Life part 2 by raistlin



Again family and friends become more trouble than they are worth i mean my other half is pregnant and has had some problems so the few people who knew about it we asked not to say anything till after the twelve week scan but hey ho people think it is fun to go running there mouths, (cant wait to find out who it was)causing hassle and stress, as if i need more of that, then family well what can i say they expect me to do everything for them, yeah each and everyone of you know who i am talking about yet when i decide to take a day to do something relatively important like fix the rather large hole in my wall or try to fix the window in my sons room which was blown in with the rather strong winds we have had recently i get all kinds of shit, i have a mother threatening to phone the police on me for what for not paying back every single penny that she has ever given me in 37 years, no seriously that is what she said, you know what i have always had problems with certain groups of people Neds especially now i just think that all human life are scum that not one single person except my son and my child to be are worth a fuck, every person lies through there teeth and swears they dont, everyone wants something but will never give anything let alone respect back this page will stay up for two more days to let people read this then i am shutting it down, closing my email accounts and leaving every form of human contact alone life is just not worth it and for those idiots reading this thinking i am a prick, well you know what maybe i am, and you may even get your wish that i fuck off and die in a corner some where, but i tell you what before that happens i will sure as hell be taking lots of people with me.

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Angelus
00:46 Apr 07 2008

I wish you both the best of fortune

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CONFUSED , WHATS GOING ON !!!



Welcome PrincessChild



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But I came online today and My Status was wrong it is saying



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JackofSpades83
14:13 Mar 18 2008

I had something weird like that happen as well. I remember being just a few pages short of 168000 pages viewed when I went to bed last night. Yet now I seem to have about 500 less pages viewed. I believe I also lost a rating or two since last night. I'm clueless myself. Please let me know if you hear anything.

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DarkSyn
14:36 Mar 18 2008

Same has happened to me. I had 17.12 time spent last night when I went to bed. Now its 16.85.

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LIfe by Raistlin



Life is a sickness a uncurable canker a throb that no matter what you do you can not relieve, i have found out a myriad of times that life is designed by definition to knock the life out of you whenever it can, my observation of life is simple never trust anyone as they will inevitably let you down, family will let you down faster than friends and friends are really only friends when it suits them. The only certain thing about life is that no matter what we do it can never be cured, it seems we are cursed to live in the desperate existence that makes us all insane we are for better or worse Gods sweet revenge, his final derisory laugh at all the ants as they run aound bumping in to walls in a blind panic, trying to carry favour with an ethereal father figure who really doesnt care.





well tis but the phase of the moon and the time of the circle when the end is the begining and the dark embraces we are all the same we are but animals powered with the thirst a great desire to feed to hunt to prey to be as only we can



and my dear tis not for you to help for a mans path to hunt is a path alone the solitude is despair and the pain is an ever welcoming blanket

BillytheJust posted this in the main forum. I thought I would put it in here for all of us to read. I think it is a good idea.





Vampire Rave’s Unofficial Friend Lists Day

Posted: 20:43:20 - Mar 09 2008

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Vampire Rave’s Unofficial Friend Lists Day







We all have members on our friends list that we don’t know. Some never asked us to be on this list while others may have been a friend for only a message or two some long time ago. Journal entries are many with rants and emotional releases that state how some feel about members being friends without asking for permission or at least chatting awhile first. After all, is this not how we become friends in real life first? I am also sure that there is more than just one old friend in that list too. The woes of the web life are many. But who is to say that we must wait for the other person to start a conversation or a simple message to chat. There is a fairly good chance that we have all started a talk with a stranger that we just met in our personal lives. Be it a cashier, salesman, new coworker, a person on the same long line we’re on, or even the occasional person asking for a handout; we are all social creatures by nature, Light or Dark, - we all need to communicate.



On April 01 - Tuesday, Vampire Rave will have an unofficial “Friend Lists Day!” It’s unofficial only because this is my bright idea and not part of the site’s administration. It may indeed not turn out to be very bright. We’’ll see. Hopefully this will be well received by other members. April 01 is also “April Fools Day.” Placing cellophane on the toilet set, as a joke, is impractical here on the web, and scaring members with spiders is not going to happen (most here would only name them) we might as well do something more positive. The only joke may be finding who and how many friends we truly do have on this list.



So, here’s what I have come up with.



Create a special and personal message and send them to everyone on your friends lists. Everyone. Exceptions should be The Prince and Master Vampires. Lets see who and what kind of message you get back. Have that chat. It may have been a couple of years since that last one or it may be the first but lets see what happens. If it all goes well, maybe next year Friend Lists Day will be official.

" Be a star and poke a hole in someone's darkness!"

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At times we complain over the minor things in life and we forget the simplest things - life is too short.

Ok My Darkness has just got darker , I feel like I have been run over by a truck about 50 times My Body My Head My Soul , hurts and aches , I have felt like this for days now and if anything I am just getting worse

I come online line to try and keep my status up so I dont fall behind much , but I reallise that my down fall is forum thread posts , I have always been crap at posting in the forum as I dont feel I ever have anything important to say or what i want to say if not good as others plus I am crap at english and not a good speller , so all i end up doing is posting in the sandbox but posts dont last long in there so my post go down and it affects my status

My bones hurts I need more pills I need more sleep in fact i need to be able to sleep !!



I ACHE



I MOAN



I CRY